Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Shut down

Since my last blog post, I've felt very shut down. All of my energy was focused on the Portage Park art fair. I was desperately trying to ignore both my mom's birthday and her one year anniversary (that landed on the Sunday of the fair). Then, once the fair was over, I was just drained. I've had zero motivation. Gabe's birthday party is this weekend and I have almost nothing ready. I feel very badly about it too.

I don't know how to jump start things. I have a few orders for Beans, but they are people I know so I'm kinda dragging my ass making them (sorry Lori, pat and Anicia). I kinda cleaned the hose last weekend, but there's still a lot to do. I hope this funk ends soon. I don't like this feeling and yet I can't shake it off.